Amnesia

I  feel like having an amnesia

My heart beats not the way it used to

I’m thinking about breathing

I am walking and counting

The flowers have died

The stars did collide

Chocolates taste ordinary

My feet, stationery

I'm wondering at wander land

Memories become like sand

Blown by the wind out of my hand

I even forgot how to stand

Sweet words are history

Our love sounds sorry

Touches come less

Generosity is at rest

Can the pieces of the good past

Recover the present, make it last?

Can the smiles of yesterday

Push this winter away

Now I understand why love is blind

With closed eyes let your heart decide

Then let your spirit coincide

And your flesh die inside

Been out for some time

For this month, life has been tough and rough. Now I am writing again to tell everyone that Jesus is alive. He has worked in ways very surprising.

Stormy marriage occupied and clouded my thoughts. I am being taught about forgiveness lately and it was the most difficult lecture I have heard so far. I mean I am not just hearing about it, I had to learn it through the bruises in my heart. God has made people's marriage really imperfect so we could only look up to Him and say,"Oh I almost forgot, this marriage isn't about us, but about You displaying Your love, Your mercy, Your grace". The moment you forgot about God (in all human relationships) is the moment you actually lose those people you thought you are related with.

There is no human relationship that will truly flourish without the Lord. Nothing. Love binds relationships, God is love, without God, you have nothing to do with each other. You'll just hurt yourselves till you bleed to death.

However, God is not the magic formula so we could get along with each other. God is not only The Source of love, but He is the reason why we love. By that I mean, we need to learn how to consciously love the other person simply because we love Who made that person.
Images from:
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Bahay Kubo

 

Bunga ng kahapong paglingat
   sa pangakong sinambit
Sa pag-ibig ngayo’y salat
   buong araw kay pait
Di mapasan ang bigat
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Pagtangi mang di masukat
   nagdudusa man din sa pagkakapiit

Sa tuwina’y di mapakali
    di maglaho sa gunita
Pagsinta mong di naikukubli
    gaano man nasalanta
Di mabilang pagkakamali
    lumamon ng ating nakatakdang saya
Sa pagsintay nagbabakasakali
    puso’y tanggapin pa kaya
   
Sayong mga panambitan
    pangunawa’y tuluyang lumalago
Sa paghihimagsik di lalaban
    subalit di rin naman susuko
Mananatiling sayo kaylanman
    umaasang pagibig ay di maglalaho
Kaluluwa’y mapadpad man sa kawalan
    Pangalan mo’y nakaukit na sa pagkatao

Maghihintay sa ating bahay kubo.